everyone says it, that hate is such a strong word.

sometimes i can't help but feel that way about him. it hurts so much.

but why can't i just stay away?

For some reason, I always find myself attracted to this piece I posted in one of my former entries...

"Shouldn't we always aspire to attain what we imagine our lives to be, including the people we involve ourselves with? I'm not saying that we shouldn't give people a chance and be exclusive to all who want to partake in it, but shouldn't we surround ourselves with the people and the environment which we want to live to gain one step closer to our image dreamed?"

And realize that I contradict exactly what I wrote.

I constantly surround myself with different people. And I like it better that way. That is all, lol.

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